Hey boo,
How's it going?
So, yesterday was 5 months since we lost you. And the weird thing is, I actually didn't even realize it.
It's not because I'm forgetting you, or forgetting that day, or forgetting the pain. I just really had no idea what the date was yesterday. We are just coming off of "Christmas break", so I haven't been really paying attention to the days...
I just happened to be sitting here thinking, "Wow, I can't believe it's been almost 5 months. This still doesn't seem real..." And then I looked at the calendar, and I was like "Whoa, apparently it was 5 months yesterday! Where have I been?"
It's weird that time is passing SO FAST and yet SO S L O W at the same time. Again, with the crazy oxymorons of my life...
Anyways, not the most miniscule moment of time passes that I don't miss you, think about you, hurt for you. I was trying to the think of the "math" way to explain it... Like, you know how there are basically infinity amounts of numbers between 0 and 1. Like, you could go all the way to 0.000000000000000001. If you keep charting those small increments, it just looks like a continuous line. Isn't that like a "Limit" or something? I can't think of what it is, but basically, even down to the 0.00000000000000000000000000001 seconds of time, I miss you. :-P
Ok, lovebuckets...
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